I haven’t learned anything in the past year it seems. I am worried sick yet again and slowly falling apart. I know that just because he doesn’t answer my e-mails immediately doesn’t mean that I have done, or written, something wrong. I can’t trust that things are going to be ok. Just can’t. I am so afraid of having blown it yet again. It is so bad. Please let everything be ok, my kind of ok.
Why does unrequited love hurt so much? Is there such thing as unrequited friendship?
